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Good morning everyone. I'm having a rough day...and it isn't even 10 AM here yet. I'm positive and hopeful most of the time but damn, when I'm feeling down...I feel so far down. I hate being on this infertility roller coaster. I feel like I have nobody to talk to because other than the amazing ladies I socialize with on YouTube, nobody I know personally has experienced or understands infertility to it's full extent. My husband tries, bless his heart but even he doesn't understand the utter agony I feel all the time. When I do try and talk to friends or family about it, I legitimately feel like a crazy person describing all of my emotions. I can break out into a full blown sob at any minute, every day. I'm second guessing my positive OPK the other day because the Clearblue digital I was using never gave any indication of ovulation. It's as if I can physically feel my heart breaking. I wouldn't wish this kind of pain on my worst enemy. That's all for today...I need to get myself in check, do something that makes me happy and try to get out of this rut.